returning to your inner knowing

I’m sitting here writing you this email after being at northwestern in the morning quite early. I will have to say that the bike ride downtown along the lakefront was definitely worthwhile but going in for some tests to look at my throat muscles, Well that was rough to say the least.

I’m going to preface this email and saying that I am thankful that we have the technology we do and how amazing it can be for helping people. I am not anti i-conventional medicine and that it’s important that people utilize these when necessary.

But I am writing to say , it was quite painful what I just experienced and it was really devastating to have doctors tell me they downplay quite a few of these procedures so they don’t deter people from going through them. I also had to ask repeatedly for them to stop , I would say about the 5th time I asked them to please respect my wishes did they finally listen. 

And so it got me thinking about my path to holistic health. And the parallel to what’s coming up for me ( quite literally since I’m having issues with my esophagus and throat ).

I see that they were going to give me pills that I know I won’t take before I try other things.

I will try exercising my throat and some funky breathing techniques. I will play with Kambo and I’m sure some other things. Most of all, I see my connection to personal power and how it’s expressed, “burning” as it comes up, also some anger.

It’s reminding me that healing my body ( and mind) takes me deeper into connecting with my body, deeper in to loving care with myself.

Which sometimes I don’t want to do .

AND,  after days like today, I remember how beautiful it really is.

And if I want to live this really deep and rich life, which I do, that this feels like the most loving choice for myself.

Plant teachers have been so much apart of this. I feel through some of my practices while using them , has helped me tremendously, feel the nuances of how my body works, how my mind works, how emotions work and have, made it so I can access this intelligence with our them. That it’s helped me feel things on my body, and figured out how to move them, create new patterns I didn’t have access to.

So I’m writing this to thank them and to share my appreciation for all do this with you.

For those who are on this path, I thank you too.

For those who are not, to possibly inspire you to go deeper in touch with this wisdom of other modalities haven’t given you the resolution you’re seeking.

For the month of September, I am offering $60 off consultations ($155 now $95) for my self administration series. It is something designed to teach you a supportive way of working with medicines that you can use for ages, not having to depend on a facilitator or future courses .

If you would like to learn more before your consult,  just email me and I will send you over all the details 

With care,

T